courtney

Wed, 03 Sep 2003 02:46:01 GMT

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY DAN!!!

i love you baby.

iamtonedeff: or maybe i should call it a "haircute"

Wed, 23 Jul 2003 18:11:41 GMT

i went to six flags the other day with andrea, caleb, and alyssa and got called a "fucking dyke" by a group of complete strangers. haha. last night i went over alyssa's house, then we walked to rachels. we stayed there for a little and went to prince. i didn't have any money so i tried to eat everyone elses food. PJ brought in this Saved By the Bell puzzle, so me alyssa and him went over to a different table and started putting it together. that old bitch that works there started yelling at us and telling us this isn't a game room, it's a diner. it was pretty funny. we left and went to PJ's house to swim. we made a pretty cool whirlpool and then out of nowhere the pool broke. it started shooting out water so we patched it with wallpaper. got droped back off at alyssas and went to sleep. now im at my house bored out of my mind. i was supposed to hang out with dan today but he couldn't get a ride over. it's cool though, i think i'll just clean my room.

There are moments that stop the heart, that catch the breath

Tue, 22 Jul 2003 20:38:44 GMT

I'm in one of those moods right now where i want to just get up and do something. but there's nothing to do. i feel like meeting new people and gaining friends. and just having a good time this summer. don't get me wrong, i'm having a good time so far. i want to go to warped tour, maybe i'll ask alyssa and rachel about going. me and dan have been alright. i just haven't really been feeling myself lately and i think that has been kind of affecting our relationship. i guess i just feel kind of stressed and confused about everything. i feel like shit most of the time, but i feel lame about it. i don't want to spend my summer feeling only jealousy and confusion. so i'm going to try and start making myself feel better. i want to try and gain some confidence. me, alyssa, and nancy went jogging yesterday...well alyssa rode the bike the whole time. and she still complained. haha. i almost passed out once we got back to rachels. i've come to notice that i may be thin, but i'm so out of shape. doing activities makes me feel fucking sick.

i'm freakin outttt

Tue, 08 Jul 2003 05:37:27 GMT

wow. I haven't updated this thing in a while. I didn't plan on it either but I was forced to. So i went to Gravity Hill last night. It was really weird. I didn't think that it was going to work because i don't really even see how it does. It was really scary though because they made me sit in the trunk all by myself and it was scary as shit. We also went to Pilgrim Way. That was funny/weird. It was a bunch of, like, midget homes or something. I don't know. All i know is that it freaked me out because i was all alone in the trunk. We were going to go to the "Satan Church" tonight but then i found out that it was all the way in Atlantic City and I wasn't up for the ride, and i didn't feel like pissing myself from being so scared. Manda, Joe, and Chris just went with some kid and me, Rachel, and Alyssa all stayed home and made some really good angelhair pasta. At 2 Pete and Pete's on so I think that we're going to watch that. I miss Dan.

Sun, 25 May 2003 23:08:07 GMT

birthdays are lame.

Thu, 17 Apr 2003 01:18:32 GMT

spring break starts tomorrow! wow i can't wait until i get out of school permenantly and never have to go back.

Dan's going away to colorado like...all spring break so yeah, that blows. But i get to see my baby on fridayyy. We're going to dye eggs with my family. haha.

I need to get some sun. I wore shorts in gym yesterday and 3 different people told me to get a tan...like its my fault. ohh well. Alyssa wasn't in school today, like usual. So alyssa if you read this i'm going to kill you for being absent so much.

speaking of school it's mad gay, today my foley handed me this paper that says if i'm late for school again i get a 40 minute detention for every late. that's fucked up.

Tue, 18 Mar 2003 02:28:04 GMT

yesssss updated.

Sat, 07 Dec 2002 06:05:23 GMT

courtney,

you suck. now i know how you really think if me. as stupid and disgusting and white trash and EVERYOTHER MEAN THING! hahahahahaha sped! milk, eggs, drugs. thats all that you need in life. and a phone. "hey whiteyyyyy! they got lobster bibs in the bathroom!" HAHAHAHAHAHA. thats a technial foulllllllllllll! oh snap. yeah...im a dear and i lie on my back and shit. yeah...im starting to run out of things to say. haha. umhh..your cool. you got nice boobs. a nice, sweet, white ass. my name is jim bob mother fucker. im tired.

alyssa

Sat, 07 Dec 2002 05:45:07 GMT

courtney,

well, since you think i smell and that i farted on you...next time you do come to the computer to write me annother note, i will fart on you. jerk. haha your k's suck. you are wearing a red and black striped shirt and you have a hole you on boob.[but you probably already know that, but im only informing you]. south "par" is a great show isnt it? yes yes, it is. you are yet again crying because you lost to your game of snake. i think that you talk to yourself to much. and you are now starting to make weird noises. did you forget to tae your viagra?[i def think that i spelled that wrong, but i dont care.] my ass itches. i think that i will go now. see ya turdface!

alyssa

Sat, 07 Dec 2002 05:29:42 GMT

courtney,

ello my friend. im at your house right now. and yes, we are writing letters to each other in our journals. YOU SUCK! i can't believe you IMed him. lauranoooo. hahahahaha ophh snap. so right now, you are on your couch eating a ricecake thing. kinda gross if you ask me. but yeah...i have bee pj pants on. and there yours. you are playing on my cellphone right now. fraggit. i am glad that me and you get to hang out tonight. we havent hung out together in a while. well i have to take a piss and you are crying because you lost at your snake game. i love you!

alyssa

bored.

Mon, 21 Oct 2002 20:20:30 GMT

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gorgeous is right. haha

too close..something something

Fri, 04 Oct 2002 21:54:16 GMT

i just pierced my lip, but the god damn ring wouldn't follow through the hole. sooo... tomorrow is six flags! woohoo. i can't wait. i love that place.

hey haaaaayyyy

Tue, 17 Sep 2002 18:24:02 GMT

i stayed home from school today. i'm bored.

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Thu, 12 Sep 2002 23:00:24 GMT

i don't even know why i bother updating this thing anymore.

so far, this school year sucks. but today i joined the creative writing club (cult). this should be interesting.

this weekend is going to be fun. friday im hanging out with dan. saturday i'm gonna just hang around and then go see a movie with dan and some of his friends. and sunday i'm going to a show. whoeeooaooe.

pretty wigs

Wed, 04 Sep 2002 00:47:59 GMT

today started out good then it started to suck. i went shopping with alyssa today. it was pretty fun. we stalked people and shit. i called my mom to tell her where i was and she told me that our pool had collapsed! my pool collapsed! i was pissed off. after we got done shopping we went to the school to find out our homerooms. of course i have no friends at all in mine. haha oh well. just being in the building made me feel sick. i ound out that i DO have a hal day tomorrow. thank god.

yeahhh, so i came home and went swimming in my "pool" for the last time. its more like a puddle now but i still went and walked around in it in my bathing suit. it seems so much bigger without anything in it. the whole front of the pool is entirly blown out.

i still have to do my summer reading and its 8:50. i'm not off to a very good start.

i'm blue da ba de ba da blahhh

Tue, 03 Sep 2002 06:01:15 GMT

okay well, i'm at rachels house. it's 1:20 in the morning. i'm not even tired.

i hate school. i wish it would blow up, seriously. i have to go back to that hell hole on wednesday and i'm not ready at all. it doesn't even feel like its the end of summer. AHH.

i forget what i was about to say.

i go back out with dan. no one even knows how happy i am. yupp....

alright i'm out like a mother. bye/

baaa

Tue, 27 Aug 2002 04:53:20 GMT

i went to the movies today with Dan. we saw The Signs. that movie sucked so bad. i thought it would be way scarier than that. then i went home and ate some dinner. after dinner Alyssa and myself went over to josh's house to hang out. it was fun.

today i had fun.

i don't know.

Sun, 25 Aug 2002 05:40:41 GMT

i don't know.

ah.

Tue, 20 Aug 2002 00:17:04 GMT

god, i'm so bored. i really wish that someone would just ask me to hang out sometime. i think i'm going over caleb's house tomorrow. thank god, i get to leave my house.

ooo.

Mon, 19 Aug 2002 06:13:05 GMT

i really need to start updating more often.
i got new shoes for school today.
i'm going out tomorrow to look for school clothes. i really hate school. i don't want to go back. i'm going to be alone the whole year.

i'm sick of everything.
andrea got a job so now i basically just sleep all day, or watch tv and shit. i'm planning on painting my room and replacing my dresser with my den couch.

i made a new format for my live journal. horray.

Fri, 09 Aug 2002 01:23:20 GMT

i havn't written in here in so long. theres a bunch of things that i can write about but i really don't feel like it. no one probably reads half of the stuff i write anyways, aha. but i did go to six flags with ann and alyssa. we had a good time. monkeys had sex on the hood of andreas car in the safari. hahaha.

warped tour is tomorrow! whoo hoo. i'm going with dan. this should be fun.

Mamma? Wake Up Mamma!!

Tue, 30 Jul 2002 05:12:29 GMT

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long nights. thats all.

Fri, 19 Jul 2002 04:09:05 GMT

dude so, i went to burger king today to hand in my application because i really want a job. and need one. so i go in and ask the manager and give the thing to her and she askes me how old i am. i tell her and shes like "we have 14 and 15 y/o's on a waiting list, i'll get back to you in a month." i was pissed....i was like "i won't need a job in a month. i need one now biatch!" well...thats what i felt lke saying anyways. oh well, alyssa is going to ask her manager if i could work there. so hopefully i'll get a job with alyssa.

alyssa is over. we went outside and chilled on the trampoline like we always do and just talk. it was fun.

we watched some kid walk up and take a piss in my yard.

man...this sucks. rachel isnt getting any better now since that whole..."bleeding incident" it sucks. i hope she gets better really fast.

i need a job!

long nights. thats all.

Fri, 19 Jul 2002 04:08:26 GMT

sunburnt

Tue, 16 Jul 2002 18:22:19 GMT

yesterday i went to the beach with my mom, dad, sister, caleb, alyssa, and my cousins and aunt. it was very fun. i got sunburnt. it really hurts. i woke up at 1 this afternoon not feeling well, i still don't. oh well. i think i'm going out for dinner tonight with my family.

i took my gauges oout. i got them up to a two, that took me a while. haha they closed alot. i want them back, but its not like anyone could see them anyways.

i got a new icon, finally! i like it, its way more recent than the other.